It's probably time to write a new journal; I've been neglecting it long enough. Not like anyone reads them anyways

In just 3 months, I leave for Mexico. I'm going down there to build a house in the impoverished areas with some friends. We raised $30,000 and now I'm exhausted by it. But I will survive. I wish I had an extra thousand dollars lying around. But thirty extra? We will do great things with that. I really hope it's a awesome experience. Some people say trips like this break up friendships. I really hope not, I don't believe it, these are the people I've grown up with and loved my whole life.

I sure wish I could use that money to go buy myself a nice SLR camera, with an amazing lens. But I can't. Maybe later, when *if* I head out to the west coast for school. I'll see if my parents will get it for my grad present.

I also wish I had a premium membership. This journal is looking pretty dull and green right now!

I'm tired now, maybe that's why my mind is so filled with helter-skelter thoughts. I will try to get them organised for school tomorrow, but my body is telling me maybe I should stay home. Right now, I want to go to sleep.